I've based my happiness and my value on other people too much I ended up destructing myself from myself. How do I forgive myself from my own doings?
Long before, I am a ticking time bomb ready to explode anytime soon and when it came, I was destroyed and left blaming myself from the things I have done.
Now I was left with one question.
How do I move forward?
How do I forgive myself?
How do I rebuild myself?
How do I restore the things of which I destroyed?
How?!!!
Lord, help me. Restore me Lord. I dont have the joy I once had before. I dont have the enthusiasm I had when I started.
Help me rebuild my testimony that I destroy. I have to be honest, I destroyed myself for others. I destroyed myself gaining man's approval.
I have no one to blame but me.
I have no right to accuse the others because I did this to myself. It's all me.
