I've based my happiness and my value on other people too much I ended up destructing myself from myself. How do I forgive myself from my own doings?
Long before, I am a ticking time bomb ready to explode anytime soon and when it came, I was destroyed and left blaming myself from the things I have done.
Now I was left with one question.
How do I move forward?
How do I forgive myself?
How do I rebuild myself?
How do I restore the things of which I destroyed?
How?!!!
Lord, help me. Restore me Lord. I dont have the joy I once had before. I dont have the enthusiasm I had when I started.
Help me rebuild my testimony that I destroy. I have to be honest, I destroyed myself for others. I destroyed myself gaining man's approval.
I have no one to blame but me.
I have no right to accuse the others because I did this to myself. It's all me.
Martes, Abril 9, 2019
Miyerkules, Hulyo 18, 2018
When power in authority is abused
The
sinful truth is a scandal waiting to happen.
Recently
there is a public discussion between the film “Jacquiline Comes
Homes” which tells the story of the after events of the Chiong
murder case in 1997, a case which shook the nation and “Give up
tomorrow” a documentary film which tells the side of one of the accused and how abuse and unfair justice system played a huge role
in the case.
Evil
deeds can ruin one simple innocents' lives, a scary fact one must be
aware of. In
the case of the Chiong sisters' story, a set of questionable events
and reasons for the results of the investigations of one of the main
suspect Paco Larrañaga
is a convincing display of how authorities can be abused with the
help of the manipulation of the media and how can it destroy life.
A
Background of the Chiong sisters story
Now, a few questions was raised during the case in favor of Larrañaga mainly
Larrañaga was in Manila at the time of the crime, the judge would fall asleep during court hearings, the Chiong's connection to the judge and then president Joseph Estrada, the “suicide” of the judge and the Chiong's star witness that says, he was forced by the police office to testify against the suspects.
First
Verdict against Larrañaga and his cohorts is Life Imprisonment but
was soon elevated by the Supreme Court to death penalty last 2004
which was then legal at the time case happened. Death penalty in the
country was declared illegal by the presient Gloria Macapagal Arroyo
in 2006. Larrañaga, was saved when the Spanish Government
intervened to help him since he is a Spanish citizen.
All
of these timeline was stated in the documentary “Give up tomorrow”.
Abuse
and Manipulation
Now,
how did manipulation and abuse of authority became a part of the
case?
In
fact, during the time of the case, the media sensationalized the
events even making a re enactment of what was said that happened
according to the testimony of the Chiong's star witness. One
broadcaster of a major televesion station (ehem,
ABS-CB*) even
made a personal attack against Larrañaga which a violation of the
KBP Broadcast code of the Philippines that states “Side
comments expressing personal opinions and insights while news is
being reported is prohibited.”
TO
CONCLUDE
Abuse
of authority combined with media manipulation is a lethal combination
that benefits only those who are in authority. Back then, it is easy
for liars to blind the people since the only source of information
available then was the media which could tell either the truth or
lies.
Thank
goodness for facebook, informations hidden by the media could now be
accessed by the people. There are no reason for one to be blinded by
the media anymore unless one chose to do so.
As
for the rotten unfair justice system, the majority of the public
appeals for a fair judgement. We are not defending the accused nor
are we allowing criminal acts to do crimes regularly. We only appeal
for a fair judgement from you. Convict only the proven convicted not
the innocents.
We
do hope and pray for a fair and unbiased judgements. We love the
Philippines and it's so painful for us to hear this types of cases.
We pray this case get settled fairly.
To
God be the Glory!
KAMPAI!
Martes, Marso 13, 2018
An open Letter to the lost
The moment I went my own way
Became the moment I lost the true way.
The moment l went on my own
Became the time I felt lost alone.
While it might be true for the world
That being on your own is the best thing,
But for me, I lost.
I gained nothing but the unending feeling of being dragged by the feeling of being lost.
I felt like I was searching for a direction so lost and nowhere to be found there was no more way out.
Praying! Praying!
I am blessed for the Lord hears the prayers of the Lost. The Lord hears the prayers of the one crying and begging for directions.
The Lord hears the prayers of the desparate.
"Come as you are" He says'. 'Welcome to My Kingdom' He says. 'I will be your direction' He says. 'I will be your bestest Buddy' He says.
' I am here! I am here!
Heed the my call my dear child, the Lord is begging for the desparate and lost to hear his call.
Now! Take the heed. Hear the call. The Lord is talking. Listen! LISTEN! LISTEN TO THE VOICE OF THE LORD.
HE IS YOUR DIRECTION! He is your companion.
I thank You Lord! I Will heed the call.
Became the moment I lost the true way.
The moment l went on my own
Became the time I felt lost alone.
While it might be true for the world
That being on your own is the best thing,
But for me, I lost.
I gained nothing but the unending feeling of being dragged by the feeling of being lost.
I felt like I was searching for a direction so lost and nowhere to be found there was no more way out.
Praying! Praying!
I am blessed for the Lord hears the prayers of the Lost. The Lord hears the prayers of the one crying and begging for directions.
The Lord hears the prayers of the desparate.
"Come as you are" He says'. 'Welcome to My Kingdom' He says. 'I will be your direction' He says. 'I will be your bestest Buddy' He says.
' I am here! I am here!
Heed the my call my dear child, the Lord is begging for the desparate and lost to hear his call.
Now! Take the heed. Hear the call. The Lord is talking. Listen! LISTEN! LISTEN TO THE VOICE OF THE LORD.
HE IS YOUR DIRECTION! He is your companion.
I thank You Lord! I Will heed the call.
Lunes, Oktubre 2, 2017
Twin Peak Colorado Falls: Unnoticed Beauty

Whenever going to the Benguet province, we usually visit the usual tourist spots within the province, Baguio, Sagada and the Mountain province. We're so focused in going to these usual places that sometimes we don't notice the places along the way.
Like for example, We found this unadvertised beauty just along Kennon rd. called Twin Peaks Colorado Falls found in Twin Peaks Benguet. To be honest it's not the best and highest falls I've seen, but it's clear and cold waters made it great for a dip. Plus it's free.
There are no facilities within the area except the little store when you enter the falls. No hot showers, No rooms. The falls is basically untouched yet and hopefully it stays that way. Pure natural beauty. The good thing is you can pay the store owner so that you can take a bath at their little bathroom and change and buy some snacks so yeah still pretty awesome.Note: Third photo is not mine
Miyerkules, Abril 26, 2017
Native Pinoy Dish-- in a coffee shop?.
The municipality of Pateros has been known for one thing -balut eggs. A balut eggs are an unborn baby duck, eaten with saltand vinegar. But that's not what this blog is about. Honestly, I just live atleast one tricycle away from the city, but I rarely go there because I thought the city has nothing to offer besides Villa Monice, a private resort where we used to go to when I was a kid, and a cemetery called eternal garden of memories where a lot of my dead relatives are buried so every halloween go thereto visist their remains.
But, recently I got the chance to come and visit Pateros once again and wow a lot has changed. Improvements are great. Besides that, I never thought that this place can't handle coffee shops but oh boy I was wrong.

Recently, a new coffee shop along M. Almeda St. Pateros City was opened. It's not Starbucks or coffee bean or Seattle's best. It is called Start up Cafe. I just tried their start up cheese burger with a four seasons drink and INUTAK with ice cream... Wait what???? INUTAK with ice cream?
Inutak is a native FILIPINO dish made with layered rice. It's taste is somewhat similar to sapin sapin. In this coffee shop, it is sold as a dessert topped with ice cream. Now, I just discovered while making a research about this, that Inutak with ice cream was already done years ago even before this coffee shop existed (sorry!).
Anyways, I just discovered this and I just tasted it for an affordable price of just P55 per cup, not bad! And besides coffee shops rarely offer a native filipino dish in their menu so it's a huge plus for start up cafe.
The dish is really good. The sweet native taste of Inutak together with ice cream is something that will convince you to visit the place again, oh so good! I promise.
Of course besides this dessert, they also offer the common menus other big coffee shops usually offer at the same price, the difference is the location of this coffee shop is a residential area so that's a huge plus.
So if you're a fan of coffee shops like me, this place is highly recommended.
But, recently I got the chance to come and visit Pateros once again and wow a lot has changed. Improvements are great. Besides that, I never thought that this place can't handle coffee shops but oh boy I was wrong.

Recently, a new coffee shop along M. Almeda St. Pateros City was opened. It's not Starbucks or coffee bean or Seattle's best. It is called Start up Cafe. I just tried their start up cheese burger with a four seasons drink and INUTAK with ice cream... Wait what???? INUTAK with ice cream?Inutak is a native FILIPINO dish made with layered rice. It's taste is somewhat similar to sapin sapin. In this coffee shop, it is sold as a dessert topped with ice cream. Now, I just discovered while making a research about this, that Inutak with ice cream was already done years ago even before this coffee shop existed (sorry!).
Anyways, I just discovered this and I just tasted it for an affordable price of just P55 per cup, not bad! And besides coffee shops rarely offer a native filipino dish in their menu so it's a huge plus for start up cafe.
The dish is really good. The sweet native taste of Inutak together with ice cream is something that will convince you to visit the place again, oh so good! I promise.
Of course besides this dessert, they also offer the common menus other big coffee shops usually offer at the same price, the difference is the location of this coffee shop is a residential area so that's a huge plus.
So if you're a fan of coffee shops like me, this place is highly recommended.
Miyerkules, Abril 19, 2017
The AMAZING Sunflower Maze - A beautiful Garden in the midst of nothing
The AMAZING Sunflower Maze - A beautiful Garden in the midst of nothing
If you live in Manila, as I do, there's a big chance that you get little or no glimpse at all of different types of flowers. Traffic, overcrowded places might be one of the top reasons. If there are, it might be owned by a private individual in their homes. So you don't get to enjoy nature's gift too much.
Well if you enjoy seeing beautiful flowers, this place called the Sunflower Maze in Tayug Pangasinan is a perfect spot for you. In here you get to enjoy different types of plants and flowers, as the name of the place suggests, at a very affordable price of P100 per person.
To tell you honestly, I enjoy seeing different types of flowers, but I hated taking care of it. I enjoyed it because (1) I like to travel and It is said that this is the country's first Sunflower Garden, and It only opened last February 2017 so I was one of the lucky gusts who enjoyed their first month. (2) I like photography, espescially nature photography. This place is one of the great places to enjoy that.
This around 2-3,000 hectare garden of plants and flowers is around a place of nothing but fields. And this is an open so the heat really gets to you at some time so I suggest you bring an towel and extra shirt and water to avoid heat dehydration. Water can be bought outside the garden though.
Be careful though, there might be a time that this place had to be closed because the flower will wither and maybe apthey had to replant the flowers again or whatever. Nonetheless, this place is really great for nature lovers and nature photographers.
Flower Plants
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Get on ![]()
NLEx![]()
/![]()
E1![]()
/![]()
R-8![]()
in ![]()
Balintawak![]()
from ![]()
Epifanio de los Santos Ave![]()
/![]()
Pan-Philippine Hwy![]()
/![]()
AH26![]()
/![]()
C-4
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Head ![]()
southeast![]()
on ![]()
Epifanio de los Santos Ave![]()
/![]()
Pan-Philippine Hwy![]()
/![]()
AH26![]()
/![]()
C-4![]()
toward ![]()
MRT- Santolan-Annapolis Station Overpass
Street View
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Take the ramp to ![]()
Epifanio de los Santos Ave![]()
/![]()
Pan-Philippine Hwy![]()
/![]()
AH26![]()
/![]()
C-4
Street View
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Make a ![]()
U-turn![]()
at ![]()
U-Turn Slot
Street View
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Merge onto ![]()
Epifanio de los Santos Ave![]()
/![]()
Pan-Philippine Hwy![]()
/![]()
AH26![]()
/![]()
C-4
Street View
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Merge onto ![]()
NLEx![]()
/![]()
E1![]()
/![]()
R-8![]()
via the ramp to ![]()
Baguio
Street View
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Follow ![]()
NLEx![]()
/![]()
E1![]()
/![]()
R-8![]()
and ![]()
N Luzon W Expy![]()
to ![]()
Carmen - Poblacion Rosales National Rd![]()
/![]()
Pangasinan - Nueva Ecija Rd![]()
/![]()
San Jose - Carmen Road![]()
in ![]()
Rosales![]()
. Take the exit toward ![]()
Carmen![]()
from ![]()
N Luzon W Expy![]()
/![]()
R-8
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Merge onto ![]()
NLEx![]()
/![]()
E1![]()
/![]()
R-8
Street View
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Take the exit toward ![]()
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/![]()
Clark Airport
Street View
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Keep ![]()
left![]()
to continue toward ![]()
N Luzon W Expy![]()
/![]()
SCTEx![]()
/![]()
Subic - Clark - Tarlac Expy![]()
/![]()
R-8
Street View
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Keep ![]()
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at the fork, follow signs for ![]()
Clark North![]()
/![]()
Concepcion![]()
/![]()
Hacienda Luisita![]()
/![]()
Tarlac City![]()
/![]()
Baguio![]()
/![]()
TPLEX![]()
and merge onto ![]()
N Luzon W Expy![]()
/![]()
SCTEx![]()
/![]()
Subic - Clark - Tarlac Expy![]()
/![]()
R-8
Street View
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Take the exit toward ![]()
Carmen
Street View
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Turn ![]()
right![]()
onto ![]()
Carmen - Poblacion Rosales National Rd![]()
/![]()
Pangasinan - Nueva Ecija Rd![]()
/![]()
San Jose - Carmen Road
Street View
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At the roundabout, take the ![]()
2nd![]()
exit onto ![]()
Carmen - Poblacion Rosales National Rd![]()
/![]()
General Luna St![]()
/![]()
Pangasinan - Nueva Ecija Rd![]()
/![]()
Rosales - Balungao - Umingan Rd![]()
/![]()
San Jose - Carmen Road![]()
/![]()
Umingan - Rosales Rd
Street View
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Turn ![]()
left![]()
onto ![]()
Nueva Vizcaya - Pangasinan Rd![]()
/![]()
Zamora St
Street View
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Turn ![]()
right![]()
onto ![]()
Santa Maria - San Quintin Rd
Street View
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Turn ![]()
left
Street View
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Turn ![]()
right
Street View
If you live in Manila, as I do, there's a big chance that you get little or no glimpse at all of different types of flowers. Traffic, overcrowded places might be one of the top reasons. If there are, it might be owned by a private individual in their homes. So you don't get to enjoy nature's gift too much.
Well if you enjoy seeing beautiful flowers, this place called the Sunflower Maze in Tayug Pangasinan is a perfect spot for you. In here you get to enjoy different types of plants and flowers, as the name of the place suggests, at a very affordable price of P100 per person.
To tell you honestly, I enjoy seeing different types of flowers, but I hated taking care of it. I enjoyed it because (1) I like to travel and It is said that this is the country's first Sunflower Garden, and It only opened last February 2017 so I was one of the lucky gusts who enjoyed their first month. (2) I like photography, espescially nature photography. This place is one of the great places to enjoy that.
This around 2-3,000 hectare garden of plants and flowers is around a place of nothing but fields. And this is an open so the heat really gets to you at some time so I suggest you bring an towel and extra shirt and water to avoid heat dehydration. Water can be bought outside the garden though.
Be careful though, there might be a time that this place had to be closed because the flower will wither and maybe apthey had to replant the flowers again or whatever. Nonetheless, this place is really great for nature lovers and nature photographers.
Flower Plants
HOW TO GET THERE
VIA CAR
Epifanio de los Santos Ave
Metro Manila
26 min (13.1 km)
1.7 km
400 m
250 m
10.6 km
Toll road
Confidential
200 m
1 h 53 min (163 km)
Toll road
Confidential
75.5 km
Partial toll road
Confidential
1.9 km
Toll road
Confidential
1.0 km
Continue to follow N Luzon W Expy/R-8
Confidential
Toll road
Confidential
84.0 km
Toll road
Confidential
100 m
Take ![]()
Nueva Vizcaya - Pangasinan Rd![]()
and ![]()
Santa Maria - San Quintin Rd![]()
to your destination
36 min (23.9 km)
2.1 km
Continue to follow Carmen - Poblacion Rosales National Rd/Pangasinan - Nueva Ecija Rd/Rosales - Balungao - Umingan Rd/San Jose - Carmen Road/Umingan - Rosales Rd
Confidential
150 m
Continue to follow Nueva Vizcaya - Pangasinan Rd
Confidential
12.6 km
7.7 km
400 m
Destination will be on the left
Confidential
1.0 km
Sunflower Maze
THANK YOU AND ENJOY!!!!!!!!
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